hasn't been fun, has it? Emotions, memories and "issues" you thought you had dealt with keep surfacing. You may have just been through what I've been through, an illness which knocked your socks off and left you feeling weak and energetically lighter.
What a paradox it is to be ill, and then when the illness is over, to feel lighter and cleansed. That's part of what is happening during this time of raising the vibration of the planet. Of course, you are part of raising the vibration of the planet.
The cleansing is happening to you, to your family, to your country and to the whole planet. That's why things are in such chaos, such disarray, such turmoil. You have the advantage of knowing how to release the chaos which is part of your life. Few people do because they haven't yet been awakened.