I didn't need to tell you life is tough. You know that. You've experienced pain, rejection, and disappointment. You've also experienced joy and delight.
The difficulty is the pain leaves an imprint convincing you that that you're not good enough or don't deserve the wondrous things of life.
The message from the pain is a lie. You are wonderful. You are deserving. Ask for a receive healing of the wounds which have hidden the truth of your beauty from you.